STORM

It’s supposed to be a storm outside tonight but I don’t know if I would call it a storm. It rains quite a lot and it’s a bit more windy than usual but to cancel all the trains in the area I live is a bit exaggerate. I really don’t mind the rain as long as I’m sat inside with a blanket and some candles. 

Except working a lot more than usual and being sick I’ve been having a few bad days mentally. I feel that I annoy everyone I approach, even my closest friends, and haven’t really been in contact with anyone for the past days. I know it’s silly and probably only making the people around me think that I’m not interested in talking to them which I actually am, I just feel so annoying. I’m sorry.